New Baby!

We are very excited that our little Cade Matthew is going to be a big brother!! Somedays, it is hard to believe that we were going thru this with Cade two years ago..........really, has it been two years!! Thats just crazy to me! This time, I feel alot more at ease about things. Aside from the moments of panic on what I am going to do with two Caden's at once(YIKES!), I am pretty relaxed about it! I feel so much more conflicted though to find out if it is boy or a girl this time though. Last time, we just barely discussed it and decided that we would find out. This time, neither one of us can make up our mind! Wander why that is??! A part of me says, like it isnt a boy??! I mean come on....there are all boys! Chances are it is a boy! Thats perfectly fine too, we would be happy to have another boy, a little brother to our little monkey; but the other part of me says, one of these times, this family has to see a little girl!!!! I mean, isnt it odds?! So many boys in a row, wouldnt you think that someone would be bound to have a little girl one day?? I think that we can find out the end of March and for some reason, I have no idea if I want to know or not then. Decisions, decisions..........